I am very thankful to Lord for all that He provided and denied, I have everything I need and most things I wished. I pen this blog to share about a blessing that Lord send my way , whose value I can never assess, whose love I trust upon and without who I wud be very different from what I am now. I have always heard of guardian angels , but had no clue that Lord would send such an angel for me, with whom I could converse, whom I could love and even fight at times. My angel coaxed me to change my bad ways, reinforced the good ones and always stood by my side. I was taught to pray, I was taught to think,I was taught to Love genuinely. I have always been very loving person, but I loved always for the wrong reason, I got attached to people a lot and got hurt in many relations. My angel taught me why I should Love, and whats the purpose of living in this world. I came to know about my real Home, I came to know about my real Love and my need to go back Home.
By the way, do not think my angel has nothing else to do other than to take care of me... not at all... there are numerous chores that need immediate attention, deadlines to be met, phonecalls to be returned and meetings to be attended. My angel is busier than most of us but still , inspite of all the rush, I am given my share of time. And i should also confess that I am a very unworthy recipient of the magnanimous Love that I am showered upon, I fight unnecessarily when sometimes our meeting is cancelled; I make a hue and cry over the letter that just couldnt be send for lack of time..... yet my angel patiently deals with me.... Now dont assume its always with the tenderness and softness that we usually relate with angels... no.... ! My angel deals firmly when i need to be chastised, sometimes I even feel I am unjustly dealt with !!! But I later realise that each and every incident just made me a better person ,more matured and level- headed.
I seldom say out how much I consider myself lucky for the wonderful association I am blessed with. I many times treat my angel in a very regular way, not at all like the majestic treatment that is deserved rightly; I many times reiterates same mistakes,same silliness- I am thankful that I am dealt with so much love and patience.
" You may not say that you love me, explicitly- but in your own special tender ways, everyday I experience it. I am the luckiest person for having known you so close..... for being able to atleast start the process of worshipping The Supreme Lord and I want to thank you for all those spoken and unspoken words that lit my way to Him."I want to thank My Lord for having given me such a wonderful angel for me to know more about Him. I know I do very many things that irritates and makes one wonder If I am senseless. I know I many times act up so childish and so foolishly. But its just because I know that inspite of all this insufficiencies in me i will not be abandoned. I very well foresee that my angel will have to leave me and go away when the time comes, I always pray that I be given right intelligence so that I realise the purpose why my angel was sent. I hope I have the power not to sulk and brood over when my angel is no longer present near me- that will only disappoint, since its against the doctrinesI was taught about. I want to serve My Lord and want to get back to my Home .... I know my angel will be There when i reach Back and together I hope we will have a wonderful time again together, serving His Lordship and all His Blessed Devotees.
"I wish you everything good this earthly life has to offer, I send your way my prayers that You reach the Ultimate aim of Life and I offer you everything I have at your service."
